Oct 4, 2006


when Adam was caught extending himself he was escorted back inside

sometimes you don't mean it to be a double entendre but it seems that way

i'm already The Risk Of His Music and Paige wouldn't care anyway though mostly Chris Rock is on at this hour and sometimes if you're lucky and you live by yourself you can catch Ben-Hur and have a conversation with Paige though she might be ill


this has mostly nothing to do with banking nor my black locks nor do my knees carry me to dance nor "he who is fair is fair" nor what country girl in country clothes and CMA carry me to dance among the dark in Hades' house nor "here's an introduction" clad in crimson cloak nor a sellout at clubs down to her feet and we would both agree "we're comfortable with these girls/ we've know these girls for as long as my black locks are white" nor to a BBQ for sunlight

ANAKREON

Zeus, put to sleep solecian speech
lest you babble barbarously.


You are like gentle guests.
You need only fire
and a roof overhead.

Once long ago Milesians
were stouthearted men.

...


I love, and I don't.
I'm mad, and again I'm not.

If he wants to fight,
let him fight,
for it is allowed.

no way was that Sufjan Stevens, no way was that a Nissan Altima, that wasn't his driveway and anyways those cd's were mislabeled and anyways

just because maybe i can start with Navaronne and think about the below in a 4/4 "to the floor" sort of way that my bedroom was this picture and i was this tan and i couldn't go to sleep and i wanted to burn most of my pictures or at least dig a hole because maybe i'd been watching too much HBO in Boulder but they went into the garbage can instead and i missed out on sleeping as i had to fly back to Boulder and write my thesis and it was all gone and my house was all gone and i can't even name names becasue the dead aren't named and that was all thrown away in a wooden box i bought in Chinatown and in the garbage but nobody knew about any of this and i flew to Boulder and i was hungry and i ate about it

Oct 3, 2006


as a setup the only thing i might say is that i stole this and i'm listening to The Rapture's Out Of The Races And Onto The Tracks and this cracks me up and i'm heading to the driveway to have a beer and this is a prologue and alarm clocks have only something to do with this because they were bought over 5 years ago and still might retain the bad vibes i'm typing about below

i haven't written anything in 4 years Benjamin. i haven't bounced in 4 months Benjamin. i haven't seen you since i've been back Benjamin. i've only clapped like this a few times in San Francisco Benjamin.

just trying to stay posiive "Sure you hear some comments that aren't as positive as the overwhelming majority of people that we tested the ball with," Jackson said. "That's going to happen. Everyone that handles the ball loves the grip and the feel of the ball." it's just a Naropa sweatshirt you can't handle and mistake your shoes for Bardot and your brother likes your shoes and your calendar and Sunday nights and Flavor Of Love and the balcony you sat on and broke his blank deck for 19.95 at the mall or the club and you can't remember which face you saw and where you saw it bounce or tested or handled