update...

Thanasis Maskelaris found my phone today during his morning swim in the sea, no joke. it's sea-soaked and dead. the only numbers i have by memory are my parent's and Julia's. i'm feeling lost and not relieved. the tides have turned. i'll be asking you for your numbers on myspace for sure. but maybe not as a bulletin. maybe just person by person.

today i want to walk.

last night i dreamt about Brandon Brown telling me to take metamusol.